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TO RETURN TO LIVING WITH CANCER PART TWO. TO RETURN TO LIVING WITH CANCER
CHAPTER THREE FOR YOU TO CONTINUE READING. I wish so much I could say not to worry. Or to say this new step is good. I must insist that you are reading my story and your experience could be no problems like mine.
To day is 12th of November 2005. My life is so painful. I did have a rest after Chemo and then I started Radiotherapy. I did go through the 25 doses of radiation and then problems. I was severely burnt by the radiation. So treatment as been stopped. I am now in a body stocking to keep all my dresses in place. My dressings are changed everyday and boy do it hurt as they do pull some skin off. It is so painful and burning. My breast bleeds. I have been told they hope all will be ok by Christmas. If so and all clear I face 5 more radiotherapy treatment.
This is not as bad as Chemo but quite painful and the burning can be unbearable. But remember this is what I am going through. Your journey may be less painful etc. We are all so different. I am still alive. I know deep down this is indeed a very hard time to be strong all the time. I just pray to God for His Healing power to help me. Many people pray for me which I feel so good that so many people cared for me.Thank you.
It is now 26th Of November and I am still having the nurses to my home to clean and redress my breast. My breast is healing fine. So I feel the doctor will continue the radiation 5th of December. Then the nurses will continue coming to my home to care for me untill all is healed. I have struggled alot to be positive but I have sunk into a deep depression. It's been such a long hard year but the end is near. May be a nice holiday will cheer me up. It is very hard to tell all your emotions to people but this is one illness you need to let out your feelings. Seek councilling if you cannot talk to some one close. But do talk to some one. There is plenty of help and many people to talk too. Ask your doctor and he will give you the people to see. The hospital as such lovely people specialised in cancer that can listen to you and talk to you. There are groups you can join and talk with other cancer people. You say why don't I practice what I say. I have talked and asked the questions that worry me. It's just so hard as I am at present still having treatment. I have prayed that my life will begin again in 2006.
You will feel very tired. You go with your body. If your body wants you to sleep go to sleep. While we sleep it gives more time to repair. You will sleep quite a lot. My journey is now at an end. Received all my treatment and will return in six weeks for a check up. Now I look forward to Christmas and have my family around me. Then to March the 2nd in 2006 to see my surgeon and to say those words. I had Cancer But I don't have it now. Also to shout I BEAT CANCER. Its been a long year and very hard one. I suffered more pain and almost give in. But now I am at the end of treatment and my future looks very good. Please exam yourself regular, men as well as women. Its not a pleasant journey but be strong and if caught in time you are free at the end of your journey. God Bless you all and my prayers are with you. LIVE AND BEAT CANCER THE POWER OF PRAYER IS WONDERFUL.
2006 Today is MARCH the 2nd 2006 and the best day of my life. Today my surgeon gave me the good news. My cancer as all gone. The Dear Lord above gave me back my life. Believe and trust in God, He does listen. I know many of you saying yes we prayed to God to but they died. I bet my sister prayed but she died and may be I was chosen to live. I cannot answer your questions but in the near future there will be a cure to cancer. I just feel happy to have the chance to live. I do have a little way to go. I got severely burnt with the radiation treatment that it will be a long time till my breast is completely cured. There is no pain but not very nice to look at. So please test yourself every month and even if it is not what you think get yourself checked. If they catch you at the beginning you have the chance to live. God Bless you all. Thank you to everyone around the world and to friends on the Internet and friends close by and to my family for sending me love and prayers and cards and letters. THANK YOU. I BEAT CANCER.
DONATIONS TO CANCER. Since the beginning of my cancer my daughter takes part in the "RUN FOR LIFE" in aid of cancer. She takes part every year and have raised alot of money. My neighbour became ill with breast cancer and have beat the illness. So the neighbourhood all do their part. When I lost my hair, my husband put a pink wig on, although he is almost bold himself and we did have a good laugh. Although there are so many illnesses who need our charity, please give whatever you can for cancer research and if you can please help other causes. God Bless
It is now July 2009. FINAL CHAPTER It is now July 2009 and I am very good. I still have one more year on drugs but I have beaten cancer. I have won. Please please exam yourselves often. Caught in time you have that chance to beat cancer. Men as well as females. Cancer attacks everyone. GOD BLESS
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